Just got done with work for the day. I'm pretty tired and there was a lot to be done. It's good learning new things though. I've been able to pick up more and more each day. Sometimes I even feel a little overwhelmed, but I'll survive. I can't wait for the day where I become completely self sufficient at that job. We'll see how soon that happens.
It's raining right now off and on. I'm so glad. We really needed it here. All of the grass is dead and brown and it's just so dusty and dry.
I was in a bad mood this morning when I woke up. I have a lot on my mind right now and I'm not really getting quite as much sleep as I should be, but most of the crap is just stuff that I'm going to have to deal with internally.
When it comes down to it, I'm pretty selfish. It's one of my traits that I notice more and more each day and I really hate it. I'll do stupid stuff on my own to prove something to myself while simultaneously completely forgetting that there are other people around me that care about me and that depend on my wellbeing. I also get really bitchy sometimes, only I don't bring the issue to the people I feel bitchy about nor do I let it show that I'm feeling bitchy until it's way beyond my control. Instead of dealing with it properly, I sit and brood and my emotions and logic go to war.
So yeah, I could probably stand to address that issue. Anyways, I'm going to get out of these work cloths and take it easy tonight. Peace and love.
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