I got to work on time today but there was one problem. It was a hard hat area, and no one told me to bring a hard hat. This left me outside for close to an hour waiting for one to be delivered to me and it seemed so perfect. I got some time to think and pray and it was really just inspiring and peaceful. I remembered what it was like to hear God's voice in a loud way like I did a couple of years ago. I then thought of my purpose and my calling and how much I would be willing to sacrifice to find it. I also thought about the medium between being a self righteous legalist and a carefree self-pleasing "spiritualist". I've done my fair share of both. Great! Now it's time to understand that and be somewhere in the middle. That's where I feel that we should be. Let me describe it. It's someone who does the right thing no matter what the cost, but does it because love draws it out of him and no one else but him as far as he is concerned so why scrutinize the actions of others. If that makes things clear, then congratulations.
But my whole perspective on the rest of the day was much better. I still have little issues here and there about patience, but I'm willing to learn.
It is finally cool outside. Lindsay and I sat by the fire pit at her place tonight for a while and talked. I like fire pits and now I have access to two. We did have two here so I decided to split them up and take mine to her place being that she has a big yard full of sticks and branches ready for the burning. Here I haven't quite figured out where to get wood, but when I do, there shall be fires here as well.
Finally, I have insullation on my arms and I itch, but I'm going to try and sleep anyways. I'll have a journal on my job coming soon, but I haven't had much time to dedicate to it as of late.
Peace and love.
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