I just got home from a pretty action-packed day. I got a small injury at work today. Cut my thumb open while operating the drill press. It's deep, but it will heal.
I met up with Paul today to work out again. I'm in the hurt right now, but I've always said it is a good pain, probably the only kind of pain I could say that I enjoy. After that we went to a Japanese restaurant and talked about life for a while. I'm learning to let go of my failures and guilt. I'm really just trying to learn to love myself. I think that in my last relationship it really showed up in a strong way that I was incapable of receiving love because I couldn't love myself. I've always struggled with that and I don't know why.
So I'm entering into a new season where I focus on how I can love myself without becoming arrogant and/or too wild and crazy. I am also working hard at denying myself the desire to enter into another relationship until I've made some headway.
I'm tired. Bed
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