Good Confrontation

I'm still on a tired kick. I don't think I have mono, but whatever. My body is just dealing with the new season... A lot like my car come to think of it.

I had garlic bread pizza for dinner. Turns out when they say garlic bread, they actually mean that they mixed some bread in with the garlic. I need to start cooking again, but I'm lazy right now and I rather enjoy it.

The gym gets crowded at six. I did a good bit of standing in line waiting for equipment to open up today. Perhaps this is good as I have the tendency to overwork myself when I feel the way I've been feeling lately. I don't understand the sudden crowd. All the college kids went home, so that means that Nashville is supposed to be less crowded. Not so. I still had a good workout though. I was alone, but when I work out, I really don't tend to dwell on negative things. I mostly just concentrate on kicking my own ass.

I was confrontational at work today which ended up being a good thing. I have no right to be angry with someone if I won't even be fair enough to take that anger to them so that they can verify its validity. Turns out the guy ended up respecting me a little more for the rest of the day which was great.

I move very soon. It will be good to get out of this basement. I want a yard again. I want a place untouched by memory. It'll be a small reinvention of myself, but that's all I need. I just want to feel creative again.