Sat Her Dae

I was lazy today. I didn't go to the gym, didn't really do any of the things I should have done. I needed to be lazy for a Saturday. I did go see Natalie graduate, I did get outside and I took a nap at the park. I also rode my motorcycle out into the country. That all came before a nice long nap and then a cookout. But all in all, a pretty lazy day.

I just was outside sitting in a pretty rough storm blowing over head. I've always loved storms, and in each of the places I've lived, I can always remember one in my mind that sticks out. The one that I'll always remember from here happened last year just shortly after I graduated from Belmont. It wasn't particularly bad. It was mostly just rain, but it happened at a very precise time, making me think that perhaps this rain had significant meaning to me and my life. Now my deeper thoughts on that I shall keep private. It was special though, that much is true.

My dreams have been lighter for the past few days. They can still be pretty vivid, but they have been replaced in nature by something good instead of something painful. I look forward to going to sleep now because there is a chance that the dream will come again. It makes me wake up in a good mood even thought it is completely off base. I have to remind myself that the dream isn't at all based on the reality of the situation of my life, but I enjoy it none-the-less.

I'm fading fast. Later