Blunt Truth

Through this weekend I feel like I've really come to an amazing place in my heart. I feel a bit different and a bit more aware of the changes that have taken place in me over the past year. What I see in myself laying here on my bed right now isn't perfect, nor is it close, but I'm happy with it.

Friday night I spent some time with Melissa, and she told me something that she saw in me that threw her off a little bit. It caught me off guard because of the way she worded it, but I realized that there was some truth to it and that I had let it go unnoticed. She's the first girl that's ever pointed it out in me, and she really hasn't known me that long. I was hurt when she said it, but after a little while I started to have a peace come over me about it. It opened a few doors in me that needed to be explored and until then hadn't been available.

I realize that I've been a bit vague as to what "it" is, and I think for now that "it" shall be sufficient to remain just that.

I've gotten the rest I think I need to get this week started off right. I've still been consistent in working out and as of now I've put on one more pound of muscle this week. I think with a fluctuation of water weight in consideration that I'm somewhere around 9lbs heavier than I was last month. I smiled today when I put on my sports jacket and it felt a little tight. My motorcycle jacket is also starting to get a little tight, which is not good. That thing cost $250! I don't know, I doubt I'll get THAT big, but we'll see. I'm going to keep this up for a while.

I wrote this whole long paragraph about politics here. I looked it over and I decided that I should end this weekend on a high note. I'll do that by not talking about politics at all.