Saying No to Fast Food

I'm in a bad place. My diet is not good at all. I watched "Supersize Me" last night and it really had a big impact on how I view fast food, which is what I eat a lot of being that I go out to eat with coworkers almost every day. So I went to the grocery store today and bought a bunch of healthy things, but some of that was TV dinners. It's healthy TV dinners, so it's okay, but still... TV dinners.

I think they had something when they pointed out that fatty diets can cause depression and anxiety. I felt a lot of that today probably because I was overworked again, and I just hate it. I want to have a life when I get home. I want to be able to do stuff. And people are always like "well you're making more money." I don't care! I've never associated work with making money. Work is that thing I do that keeps me from doing the things that I really feel passionate about. That's work. I remember in school when it was summer and all of my friends just had fun all of the time and I had a job. I hated that. I'm still bitter about that I guess.

There's a random clanking noise going on behind my wall... and it is going to drive me crazy.

So here are the things I need to do in the next couple of days. Taxes, look for a new place to live, start throwing out crap that I've been keeping for no reason at all... I'd also like to pick up some methods of stress management. I've been listening to a lot of Bob Marley lately. He's got a lot of uplifting stuff. I think I might burn my Cake album to a CD too, just to have one more thing that is bright and cheery in my car while I drive to and from places.

Need to get my hair trimmed just to keep it manageable.

Good night.